I am so annoyed. With everything, and everyone. I can't stand the people I work with. I swear, half of them are morons. D calls the doctor everytime she gets the sniffles and she's always complaining about one thing or another. I know it's mean to say, but I can see why her husband cheated on her and left her for another woman. I can barely stand 8 hours with her, let alone being MARRIED to her. J.B. is just SO negative and I think she's bitter because her life didn't turn out the way she wanted it to. I like J.T., she's so funny. She definitely helps me get through the day with her humor. If it weren't for her, the other women would have driven me to be an alcoholic by now.. :-\ I wish I could find a different job. A better one. I don't want to keep putting off school, but the economy still sucks, and I have credit cards to pay off first. I really hated high school, and I don't want to go to college and then drop out because I'm unhappy. But going to a two-year school wouldn't be so bad. I feel like this is one of the *BIG* things that is stopping me from being happy. I feel that I can't relate to any of my peers, because they're all in college or have already graduated, and I haven't even started yet. I think it also has something to do with my lack of confidence/self-esteem, because I haven't figured out what I am good at yet. If anything. So I feel like I suck at everything. I only have a couple years left from now until the time I want to hopefully have children (28-30) and this would be the PERFECT time to go to school. I just have to buckle down and pay off my credit cards ASAP. I am pretty sure I want to do something in the Criminal Justice field. Like, a private investigator or something. Maybe specialize in missing people. It always takes me a little bit longer to do certain things than most people, it seems. I waited until I was 18 to get my license, and it took me 2-1/2 years to finally go and get my GED. I guess this isn't any different. But I want to have some kind of degree so that I don't feel like such a loser.. lol. I hate how things are so easy for some people. Daddy gives them a car for their 16th birthday, parents pay for their college, they know exactly what they want to do and they go and do it. And SUCCEED. I don't know.. Maybe that's only in the movies.
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